“Because it's of my own volition.”
what i have become, vulnerable.
Friday, July 17, 2009
If life could be so peaceful.
Sipping a cup of tea by the beach.
Feeling the breeze.
Listening to the waves.
Letting your mind wonder off to wherever it wants to.
But IF is sucha big word.
It's a big word that lies.-
Maybe i could exchange that (: with you.
It doesn't fit anymore.
I thought i would go crazy.
I felt the tears.
I felt the frustration, anger, especially with myself.
I wanna throw a tantrum.
I wanna scream, i wanna fling my racket across the court.
But i held it all back.
Because i am already so immune to disappointments.