“Because it's of my own volition.”
Soundlessly, wordlessly, but its all in me.
Saturday, August 22, 2009
Disappointments in silence.It's how i want it to be, and how it always turns out wrong.
It's how i've always portrayed you to be, anyone.
But assumptions often cut both ways. And always, the negative is favoured.
My smiles have become so fake. My hopes and dreams dashed.
My shoulder to lean on, your trust i yearn for.
Where do i look for them?
Friendship, love, family, school.
All in a mess.
Messed up with so much disappointments.
I call this bitter.
But what can i do?