DIONNE :D

I'm sorry.

2011-04-15T09:55:00.000-07:00

It's so difficult to leave you alone, I can't sleep. I know you're angry, I'm sorry.
It's from the bottom from my heart that I love you, I never lied to you.

Baby we had a good 8 months, we're gonna have more.
Today I was wrong, I should have told you immediately, but I didn't, I was waiting for you.
It's my mistake, I know it's my fault. And I admit it.

Baby I'm not a faker, I'm not a pretender. Only you know me inside out, believe me please.

I'm waiting for you, always waiting for you.

I'm really sorry from the bottom of my heart

Nothin' more I need.

2010-12-01T07:55:00.000-08:00

Today was a w e s o m e. Actually just the night with you made my day babe. <:
Haha I haven't exactly blogged about my life since... ! And uh, I feel like doing so now because I'm so excited to pen down how much fun we had today, hehehe.
Memories4everrrzzzzz :)
Here goes, Watched Rapunzel! And omg the chameleon's so cute I wouldn't mind having one.
Rushed to da bus stop cause it was gettin' late, & we took the lift at the Pan Pacific Hotel OMGGGGGGGGGG I always wanted to get in that lift, we'll go all the way up next time. ^^ And while we were crossing the bridge, I said 'what if 36 turns round that corner.. then we'll' AND 36 CAMEEEEE SO WE RAN. We would've caught it, the bus turned out of the bus lane! And someone else who was nearer tried to stop the bus but they missed it too, lousy driver. Hahahah but it was fun running like crazy dudes.
And he missed his bus home too, it was behind our bus, then it went infront, stopped at the same traffic light(and I was glad cause I thought he could've hopped on the bus and get home quick) but it didn't stop at the next stop. :
| Haha, (bad bus luck), it was still fun! ^^
Hehe we had a race to my lift, but he cheateddddddddddddddd. Nawww he jumped over the bushes(short ones).
Okay but I have to admit you're a super fast runner. (I like!)

I don't care if you're broke.
Or boring.
Or blah blah blah.
Cause I love you and that's it!
All that 'one day' and 'one fine day' ain't gonna happen :)

Confess.

2010-11-23T23:35:00.001-08:00

& I'm proud to say,
I got you. (:

Wham!

2010-11-23T23:03:00.000-08:00

A's is over.
And I'm so bored!

I think I need to plan what I should do the next few months, or snugging up at home like this will just make me die of boredom. Hehe.
But okay, A's is over and I'm more than happy!

Alone would mean miserable.

2010-09-05T12:16:00.000-07:00

Aye yes I realised I haven't posted proper in weeks. Haha I think i've had my nerd mode on lately, well not willingly, maybe 50%. See my phone kinda died on me so I've had my distractions cut off abrubtly. No twitter, no internet, no facebook, no apps. (Pretty sad) but it makes me sit and study, seriously.

So much has happened recently, & it all felt so good. More than good, incredible.

I don't know/care if you'll ever read this, but I never felt this contented with anyone else (: 'With you around, I can leave the whole world behind' I really can, give everything up, runaway, just me and you. I never felt this way, never wanted to share my entire life with anyone.

So please don't leave, cause that's what I said I will do from the start.

A heartbeat away.

2010-09-05T11:14:00.001-07:00

Take my hand, take my whole life too.

'Love is the only drug you can take that will convince you each time that you've never had it before.'

Ever the same.

2010-08-27T10:23:00.000-07:00

Stones, heavy like the love you've shown.
Solid as the ground we've known.
And I just wanna carry on.
We took it from the bottom up.
And even in a desert storm.
Sturdy as a rock we hold.
Wishing every moment froze.
Now I just wanna let you know.
Earthquakes can't shake us.
Cyclones can't break us.
Hurricanes can't take away our love.

Pyramid, we build this on a solid rock :)

Watch me now I'll be someone new.

2010-08-25T01:16:00.000-07:00

Today, right now. I'm gonna listen to this song, let it flow through me, I'm gonna feel how i once felt and for all of it that never were it's the end, the end to it. All of you, of everything that never were. Everything, even the memories.

I wanna open myself up to love, it's so amazing so captivating I have no reason to close myself in any longer yes get that trepidation out of me.

The chemistry we have is hard to find.

2010-08-16T05:04:00.000-07:00

It's like being caught in a colourful swirl. It's breathtaking, it's love.

Everything I was, is everything I'm not now.

2010-08-10T10:23:00.001-07:00

Happygirlyay
Because everything changes, & with that 50-50 chance of being lucky, I think I got that. Yipee!

We can be so silly, so simple-minded.

2010-07-27T02:13:00.001-07:00

The pages will continue flipping with a change in the story yet to come. My task is easy.

Wait.

It's a fall to be picked up.

2010-07-26T21:32:00.001-07:00

This doesn't feel very good, neither does it feel right. But it's okay, an Aries is always mentally prepared for such scenes before it happens. Read it online. And I really am (:

Lock your dignity right beside your heart.

2010-07-25T16:23:00.001-07:00

Maybe I read too much into it, but whatever I just saw made me do this. (Lock your dignity right beside your heart) because when your heart says something and its wrong(in some ways), listen to what's beside it and keep that fucking dignity. You suck, that's the only conclusion I can come to. I swear I have had enough of you doing only what you want to, fuck you. Today's the end of it, there's nothing left, (nothing from the start anyway). Just feelings. Bye whore;you're so cheap. Bye jerk; you two make a perfect team.

We don't change, the way we think does.

2010-07-25T07:40:00.000-07:00

The lines connecting us are becoming so blur(or was there even any),
that i think it's gonna evanesce soon(maybe it already has).
Bye you, :]
-
I think I've changed my impression of __ people and my impression of __ became worse because __ are always so fucking noisy and their kids always snap outta control(like boom). They throw things around and they fight and they literallly pollute the entire area with their noise cause they lost within their mini fights and they start crying and screaming away.
Per contra, this all heart __ offered me her mobile phone when my battery died because I couldn't locate the payphone.

Okay Imma end abruptly today.

Where's everybody?

2010-07-25T01:15:00.001-07:00

Everyone's busy.
Everyone's pretty much in their own world.
Where's mine?

We all will agree unanimously.

2010-07-24T22:29:00.001-07:00

That, I Love You is a big word.

Indolent!

2010-07-24T22:21:00.001-07:00

I can't upload picturessss using my phone. ): Oh well then its gna be all wordddddds. Prolly upload some when I'm on my comp. (Y)
Imma catch some sleep.

Impetuous?

2010-07-24T21:48:00.001-07:00

I just downloaded a blogger client through the android market. I'm thinking I should update this space pretty soon, it's been empty for awhile now.
But I'm stressing it musn't impede my study sessions. (Or so I hope)

Noisy places fill up the spaces.

I'll go over.

2010-07-04T09:06:00.000-07:00

I've found my motivation to study & that's really awesome. I think itz cause' of da awesome place. Serene, quiet, no distractions(other than my phone). Funny how I always look forward to studying there.
I just hope it works.

But only in the darkness will you see the stars.

2010-07-03T08:01:00.000-07:00

I know some truth so hard to swallow.
But sometimes we confuse our feelings with the truth.
I guess it's time i start facing up to my feelings & stop running away. I don't wanna be stuck in this cycle for too long. I know how I feel but I am sure too what won't happen even if I do.

Breathe you out
Breathe you in
You keep coming back to tell me
you’re the one who could have been
And my eyes see it all so clear
It was long ago and far away but it never disappears
I try to put it in the past
Hold on to myself and don’t look back

I don’t wanna dream about
All the things that never were
Maybe I can live without
When I’m out from under
I don’t wanna feel the pain
What good would it do me now
I’ll get it all figured out
When I’m out from under

So let me go
Just let me fly away
Let me feel the space between us growing deeper
And much darker every day
Watch me now and I’ll be someone new
My heart will be unbroken
It will open up for everyone but you
Even when I cross the line
It's like a lie I’ve told a thousand times

And part of me still believes
When you say you’re gonna stick around
And part of me still believes
We can find a way to work it out
But I know that we tried everything we could try
So let's just say goodbye
Forever

Please do.

I've found my motivation to study & that's really awesome. I think itz cause' of da awesome place. Serene, quiet, no distractions(other than my phone). Funny how I always look forward to studying there!
I just hope it works.

We all need that person who will be true to you.

2010-07-02T08:41:00.000-07:00

Right now everything just seem so fine. I wish it'll stay this way. Sometimes it's just precarious.
I think making decisions are a chore.
And I keep sneezing and sneezing and sneezing and...... Itz really annoying ):
School tomorrowz. Argh, why won't they let us off on a Saturday.

Too much.

2010-06-29T08:06:00.000-07:00

That's one huge problem unsettled.

Me love ma new found study spot (:

Oh hi reality.

2010-06-26T09:36:00.000-07:00

I could do this all day long. Think about everything that's on my mind, maybe sort out what's wrong & what's worth. Then conceivably, everything will be fine. But time won't permit ): And how will a bed float on water anyway(maybe it does, it just doesn't make sense).
Hahahah, I always happen to think of nice quotes(somehow), just before I fall alseep. And every single time I swear I'll keep it in my brains and note it down the next morning. But somewhere, somehow when I'm up...... I can't remember. So today I grabbed my phone before I fell into slumberland and typed.

'One day h'll watcs the sunset with you, I just don't knoy who'

Oh I caught a glimpse of the sunset before lying down, I must've been thinking about it. And I must've really tired, I didn't remember typing that till I checked my drafts like prolly 2 hours later.

I guess I'm going woozy trying to squeeze so much into my head. Imma remove unwanted stuff soon. And put like math, physics, chemistry, econs in. Soon. (!)

Nothing's worth no try.

2010-06-25T20:43:00.000-07:00

So this is how I end my week. New fav bag, leather slippers, & probably a confirmatory end to something special. But itz okay, there're 2 sides to everything no?
-
In 2 days.
I need to focus.
Heart, mind, soul.
All in, one time, one chance.

If best is what I can do, I'll do my best. :)
Better keep to my word cause this 365-day project is reaching its due date soon.

Wide awake.

2010-06-24T19:28:00.000-07:00

I guess that's about the whole point. I prolly went crazy in the wee hours of the morning. Now i'm awake, brains thinking fresh, eyes wide open. :) Ain't this just awesomez.
I'm making my way to PP again laterz, & I'm betting I'll buy Koi again though everytime I promise myself not to. I succumb to temptations easily, & this is bad. Arghs. I like this picture a lot, I have no idea why.

And on a second note, I want my HTC Legend & i'm gonna set that pretty picture as my wallpaper. Teehee. Idk I want a new phone, just not an iPhone I guess, too common and too user-friendly.
_

Do you have something in the corner of your mess somewhere that you know itz there & it should be thrown away but you never ever will? Well I do and I kinda remember where it is but I doubt i'm ever gonna take it out. Maybe I'll just misplace it someday & forget about its whereabouts. (grins)
I like the way things are now.
Just maintain status-quo.
And move one step at a time, but much quicker.

Moments of coveting.

2010-06-23T23:59:00.000-07:00

Sometimes that feeling comes back, like I miss you so fucking bad. Or maybe just these few days. What I consciously know is that I want you obliterated. But I think, what I unconsciously need. Is you. Maybe what they say is true, I still love you. But how can I? After all that you've put me through.
You're a jerk inside out.
No no no, I don't, I really don't. I don't love you. It's just how I've been thinking about it aft conversations about you with those friends, its really absurd how I think itz still possible. I've listed out scenarios, & for everyone of them that I can think of, none of it will work out.

K i'm done thanks.
All these only took probably 15 minutes of my life. I guess this is how we live, memories lingering back & fourth. I'm just human enough, that's all. (:
Can't believe I felt that way, yuck.

Hahahahahha 221AM, I need to catch some sleep.

But you're ubiquitous.

2010-06-23T00:26:00.000-07:00

Let's leave for an alternate reality. We can unleash our loquacious selves & fly kites all day long and scream at the birds and have impromtu picnics and watch the rainbows.

I think i'm becoming nocturnal. I slept very late yesterday and woke up at 3pm today. This is ominous because school is starting in 5 days(argh) and i'm gonna dread pulling myself outta bed at 6am everyday.
I always think that by A lvls, i'll be armed with super academic skills. Like I'll remember every definition & formula & solve maybe 90% of the questions that's thrown at me and (blah blah). But how will that happen, I find myself in uncertainty nowadays. They say if we start right now(or was that a month ago) then it's not too late.
Sigh, A levels is scary.
I'm feeling the weight of the world on my shoulders.

Ah!

2010-06-22T00:25:00.000-07:00

Sounds interesting!

Incessant thoughts of you.

2010-06-15T10:16:00.000-07:00

I think my deepest secret- I am so in love with you, but you know nothing at all. I think about you all the time, and maybe the only time i take you off my mind is when i'm consciously tackling those chemistry questions, or in other words, studying. But between breaks or minutes of pauses, oh well.

I am adamant on loving you so please stop thinking that you'll annoy me ):
(Fingers crossed i hope you'll never read this)

Awesomez.

2010-06-14T08:50:00.000-07:00

I love,
√ Study sessions
√ Nonsensical jokes
√ Coffee bean
√ Walks
√ Laughs

with the usual bunch.
:)

Too much of love.

2010-06-11T22:18:00.000-07:00

Today, i want to be,
Invisible &
A lil less human.

So I won't feel this agony i'm in. I know, i know that this should just be chucked into the lil recycle bin at the corner of my brain. But i can't stop how i'm feeling can I?

I think i fall in love too easily.
But on another note.
I'm pretty sure you're the one i rly do love. This prolly sounds cliche but i honestly do think i'll love you forever. But only if.

So what if you're just another ordinary guy sauntering down the streets,
you'll always be that one guy who intriuge me.

Hi i love you and i hope you'll never read this.

Need.

2010-06-09T06:24:00.000-07:00

Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars?

Teachers need to stop complaining.
Parents need to stop nagging.

No wait.
I need to start studying first.
:/

Say that you'll love me.

2010-06-07T08:24:00.000-07:00

How did that happen, so quickly?
(But i'm lovin it)

It' the GSS and i want to shop but i'm alr broke cause i spent all my money before the GSS even started. Oh well ):

Laugh!

2010-05-24T08:17:00.000-07:00

Rafael(small boy) tickles me pink.

Rafael says:
hahaha
thats what happens to greedy mosquitos
that will teach the rest of them to come and fly around while im eating
next time it'll be worse

Dionne. says:
heh
where's your humanity man
tsk

Rafael says:
hahaha
what humanity
steamboat buffet
is mine
i paid for it
it was stealing from me
thats just a very mild form of punishment
it had a quick death

Let me breathe.

2010-05-23T07:12:00.000-07:00

That's Tan Li An. Hahahahhahahahah loveeeeeez.

Exams are finally over. But no wait, on second thought, exams are only over in Nov-Dec. Screw A levels, it's too much. Tsk.
---

Closed my eyes, let the music flow through, ain't that the best feelin'; moments of peace which makes everything feel so simple.
The world's so pretty, we should just learn to love.
Well i guess nothing's ever so easy, if only everyone were in my shoes.

Breathe.

Freeze my heart'

No i never told you

2010-05-05T07:44:00.000-07:00

So capricious.
Save me from this dilemma.

If you just realised.

2010-04-27T06:42:00.000-07:00

It's easier just to stay happy.
I'm gonna arm myself with an invisible shield; i'm gonna filter out all the bad stuff.

ILOVEME:)

Ambivalent am I.

2010-04-24T22:38:00.000-07:00

So tell me what this is all about.

This thing about love?
Good? Bad? And the worse thing is that you don't even know which is for you.
'I will not fall in love', i really won't. But sometimes it's really not up to me to deicde. Are you real, are you imaginary? Who'll answer my doubts.
Do i like you, do i not? I don't know myself either.

What I know now is that i really have had enough of this shit. It's like going one big round and finding myself right back at the origin.

These few days was a flurry of emotions.
And i should have known better than to have done anything more.

So many question marks, so much unanswered.
I think i'm in quite a mess.
Gotta fix myself up.

Collide.

2010-03-14T04:05:00.000-07:00

There's a reason why some people in the past don't make it into your future, and that entire reason teaches you how to cherish, and love better than how you used to.

This is what i deserve.

2010-03-11T07:27:00.000-08:00

Love OGO5(big time).

You don't belong here, or anywhere near.

2010-03-05T07:42:00.000-08:00

'Right?'
Sometimes you ask yourself.
Doubting.

This time it's yes.
And i'm liking it.

Wilt like a flower, go on.

Zoom.

2010-02-27T01:02:00.000-08:00

Had a mini project work gathering with Dr Choe and 1S22'10 today.
I miss them much.
(:

K time to studyz.

Get back on track man.

2010-02-20T02:40:00.000-08:00

One step at a time, only much quicker.

I must be dreaming.

2010-02-14T09:45:00.000-08:00

An unfilled canvas, a palette of pretty colours.

(:

I love feeling the unexpected.

2010-02-13T22:13:00.000-08:00

Everytime i wish someone Gong Xi Fa Cai,
i'll be tempted to say,
Hong Bao Na Lai(Handover the red packets).

That's damn rude no?
But it's damn right too man.
Teehee.

Money money money.
(I want)

Chances are only what we make and all I need.

2010-02-10T07:48:00.000-08:00

Always look on the bright side of life.
Da da dum dum da da dee dum.
:)

Walking can actually be fun.

2010-01-31T07:59:00.000-08:00

I WANT TO GO TO THE IR AGAIN.
Walked around Sentosa with Htoo man.
HAHAHA BFF for life!

So colour my life brilliant with these new changes.

2010-01-24T22:28:00.000-08:00

Exhasting list of assignments to complete.
Test to study.

But so tired ):

2010-01-23T22:36:00.000-08:00

This is Ivan Quack(unreal surname), inside joke. Teehee.
My secondary school table buddy, remember those times when we got caught by teachers for every stupid/mischievious reason.
Fun times :D

When for Zhenci's chalet, HAPPY BIRTHDAY IN ADVANCE GIRL. <3
And i left early in hope that i'll complete a lil bit of assignments.
But.............
HAHA TOMORROW.

Colour my life brilliant with these new changes.

2010-01-22T07:36:00.000-08:00

Just a little. :)

YAY, because 2S18 was champion for Outdoor PE! I love my class.

The freshmen are coming next week and i'm gonna get busy being an OGL! Looking forward but at the same time worrying about how i'm gonna cope with the workload. ): When it's already taking up all day right now without much activities.

I need proper time-management skills.
Heh!

Pick youself up, you'll be stronger.

2010-01-17T01:58:00.000-08:00

We never touch people so lightly that we do not leave a trace. And those who have left a tattoo in you, when you know that it's time to burn it off, it really is. No matter how hard it takes, no matter how much it hurts, no matter how how long it'll take, you have to. It'll leave a scar, but so what? It's destroyed.

I need to stay this way.
I need to stop the tears.
This is difficult, but I can't give up on myself.

Stay strong Dionne.
Stay strong.
You need to move on.

I sing my line of celebration.

2010-01-14T04:16:00.001-08:00

Steady now, stay firm, stand strong.

I feel like everything's all back to square one. And it feels kinda great, surprisingly!
I'm lovin' life now, despite the heavy workload.

Need to stop using Facebook, crap!
Oh and I like my new class.
And teehee, that guy is ( ). =P
All over again.

CHEERS TO 2S18, WE WON ALL 4 GAMES!
HIP HIP HOORAY.

A memory of a loving moment is forever, so move on with a smile.

2010-01-09T07:40:00.000-08:00

OGL CAMP WAS SPLENDID.
Screamed our voices off.
Played our best.
Cheered our loudest.
Danced our prettiest.
I LOVE ORION.
We're totally a great bunch man.

ROCK ON PEOPLE!

Emo songs are like drugs to me, addictive yet it makes me so weak.

2010-01-05T07:54:00.001-08:00

I'll try.
Over, and over, and over, and over, and over again.
Till i'm there, till i've reached.
Till i'm strong.
_

Studied with JunKai & Brian today! At least i finished up my tuition homework.
And JunKai got me hooked to a new taiwan drama. (''.)
Oh no.

Even if it takes forever, i'll get myself together.

2010-01-04T07:45:00.000-08:00

I love talking to Joe- my math tuition teacher. He never failed to make me feel better.
An all-time joker but yet he makes total sense, all these things about life, love.
' You happy, I happy, what for think so much? ' Of course that's not all he said, but although this sounds dense, actually being happy is truly the key.

Cause,
It's all in your mind.

Wake up.

2010-01-03T23:19:00.000-08:00

Maybe it has always been the maybes for the past few months, these maybes that gives me a lil hope. Maybe you still feel that little bit for me, maybe this is all just a dream. Maybe, we'll love all over again.
But it's 2010, it's how time waits for no one.

Thanks for being the best part in 2009, but it's 2010 now baby.
It's time to move on. And i'd say thanks to you.

I've cried so much, i probably don't even know why anymore. For i feel so empty sometimes, i don't understand why things would turn out this way when I thought it was all supposed to be when you said so. I guess you've took a big part of me, and now it's my job to fill it back in with love from my other lovelies, except you. Not that i don't need your love, but it's your love I believe i'll make do without.
Because i'll find someone better, & i know it myself.
The love from my friends, family, i love them so much.
I love my friends, all those who've always been there. I've probably said this a thousand times, I love my friends, I love my friends, I love my friends, cause i really do. I guess the simplest way to say it, is when it's from the bottom of my heart.

School's starting in no time.
And in no time i'll be seeing you around in school again. But it's no more awkwardness or sadness. Because i'll tell myself to stay strong and put everything behind and just look at you with a smile. I've done it before, so many times. I'm sure i'll do it again.
I hope you will too, to start this friendship all over again.

This love, the same love that made me laugh and made me cry.
Thanks dear, for those oh-so-wonderful times.
I'm sure we'll be goodfriends, :D
I wouldn't want to lose a friend like you!

When it's all making sense.

2010-01-03T23:08:00.000-08:00

Life changes every minute of the day. You lose friends, you gain friends. You realize your friend wasn’t ever really your friend, and the person you used to not like can make a really good friend. You look for love. You find love. You lose love. You realize all along that you’ve been loved. You laugh, you cry. You do this, you do that. You wish you hadn’t done that. You then learn from that and are glad that you did. You have your ups. You have your downs. You see good movies. You see bad movies. You wonder if your life is just one big movie. You look at others and wish you were them. You then realize who you are and are glad that you’re you. You love life. You hate life. In the end, you just find yourself happy to be living life, no matter what’s thrown at you.

- infinitebutterflies

As usual.

2010-01-02T08:46:00.000-08:00

HungAnn is an idiot.

Edenecho says:
you wake up so late
then sleep so early
like

Me. says:
:/

Edenecho says:
(-(oo)-)

Me. says:
OIE HAHA
i knew that was coming

Edenecho says:
!
psychic k

I'd like to make myself believe.

2010-01-02T07:49:00.001-08:00

Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere, so I don't feel so alone.

In this moment now- capture it, remember it.

2010-01-01T07:59:00.000-08:00

I say I have really nice friends, some who's encouraging and wants to be kept anonymous. I'm just glad to have you around. (:
And this is what he said,

Haha
Since ur name starts with D
Your face should not be : (
But
:D

I LIKE!
_

Met a bunch of band mates today & caught Old Dogs.
Omg that movie is awesome, it makes you laugh all the way through, together with everyone else in the theatre!
UNLIKE THE FOURTH KIND. Totally a waste of money. ):

Yikes, i bought a new bag today.
All set and gettin' ready for school. Yay.

& I NEED TO STOP SPENDING, BADLY.
(Y)

A blast on the last day of 2009!

2009-12-31T21:49:00.000-08:00

Probably the best countdown i've been to, with all the great people around! <3

Such pretty fireworks no? Everyone was just awed by it, all we did was stand there for that few whole minutes with our heads up high, exclaiming here and there when you see pretty ones that you really like. (Y)
Such moments, aewsome memories.

HAD THE TIME OF MY LIFE WITH YOU GUYS!
_

New year, new start, new life, new friends, new stuff, new love, embrace the new and throw all the sadness/unhappiness back to 2009!

Make it real.

2009-12-31T21:25:00.000-08:00

The simplest thing to do right now, is to probably just smile.

Yeah people it's time to put everything aside, end the year great and start the next one good.

Xoxo.

And i kinda like it.

2009-12-30T08:17:00.000-08:00

I say hell yeah being single is just 'whaiewoowheets!', i'm lovin' it, CHEERS TO ALL THE SINGLES OUT THERE. We rock big time!

It's a state of bliss you think you're dreaming.

2009-12-29T07:12:00.001-08:00

It's innocence, it's brilliance.

I'm sure people from all walks of life would smile at the sight of this, because you find nothing else in the air but love, love as simple as 1,2,3. Not what the grown-ups experience or any others who've been screwed up by it.
OH WELL, life.

Yeah baby i'm sober.

2009-12-28T06:47:00.000-08:00

AWESOME DAY WITH VICTORIA, VANESSA, ASH & JOANNA. OMG I HAD SO MUCH FUN, LOVE YOU GUYS, WE SHOULD DO THIS AGAIN SOON! <3

My gosh, this shot is oh-so-cool. PRETTY ASH NO? (Y)

Teehee, credits to Vanessa Chee.
(Idk why i just like calling you with your surname!)

And i'm exhasted from all the fun today! Gotta catch some rest.

SEXYBACKS

Today, it's official.

2009-12-27T07:30:00.000-08:00

Catch a glimpse.

I just found my entire reason for every reason that i couldn't get over.
Today, it's official. Because i'm so over you.
(Y)
_

PLAYED POOL TODAY WITH JOE AND ANNABELLE.
K it's getting addictive. =P
And my tuition teacher is cool, muahaha.
SHOPPED TOO, I NEED TO STOP SHOPPING BADLY.

Can't wait for tomorrow!

Big girls don't cry.

2009-12-26T23:17:00.000-08:00

OMG PEOPLE I PACKED MY ROOM TODAY LIKE FINALLY, BUT IT'S NOT DONE YET.

I still have a heap of mountain in my cupboard.
Shit.
And my school stuff are in a huge mess.
Chemistry, Math, GP, Physics, Econs all piled up together.
Shit.
):

BUT AT LEAST I STARTED PACKING.
Now i need to start on the holiday assignments!

I love it when my bestfriend lives near me.

2009-12-26T04:49:00.000-08:00

OMG GUESS WHAT WE ATE.

And some other stuff but i swear this is just oh-so-delicious! Yummy.
There's this pretty new shop in Parkway selling all sorta diaries & calenders & stickers, (!!!!!). We totally got ourselves stuck in there. AND WE'RE GOING BACK THERE TOMORROW, after our tuition though(Y). Teehee!

I love it when my bestfriend lives near me, it's just fun.

Dear Santa, (fill in the blanks)

2009-12-25T07:27:00.000-08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS PEOPLE!

Oh gosh i woke up at 530pm today thinking it was still in the morning!
If not for the call from blur nut i think i'd be alseep through the day. (''.)
_

Dear Santa, if you're real.
Please grant my wish.
I need no presents.
I just need to delete some thrash from me.

What good times!

2009-12-24T07:11:00.000-08:00

That's Victoria! (Y)
WATCHED AVATAR 3D, and went up and down around 313!
Didn't spend the whole day though ):

That was totally a failed shot.
BUT IT'S LOVED<3

MET JOANNA AFTER THAT FOR XMAS COUNTDOWN. :D
Teehee Joanna is just cute when she gives me the stare when ( ) looks over. =P

Haha, she suggested we stand behind because of our round faces! (''.)
I hate my round face.

OFF TO MEET THIS GROUP OF AWESOME PEOPLE AFTER THAT!

There, doesn't this tell?
Caught Alvin & the Chipmunks @ 130AM!

OMG I LOVE THEODOREEEEEE.

Today is sucha spendid day!

Double celebration!

2009-12-23T07:08:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY AND JACQ!

Over you.

2009-12-22T10:11:00.000-08:00

If you were a glass of water(?)
Then i'll pour you right out and fill it with something better.
Maybe Orange Juice, or etc.

Screamed&Cried&Ran&Played.
All i could do to let everything out.

The
Questions- unanswered.
Promises- empty.
Future- different.

But so what?
Today will be the last day, i'll promise myself again.
It will be.

~~I WILL BE OVER YOU.~~
I GOT OVER YOU.

This is it.

2009-12-21T08:46:00.000-08:00

Just an ordinary city girl, lovin' the streetlights in the night.

And things are gonna change,
I'm gonna come right home, back to me.
Where i was right before, but a lil wiser :)

JunKai(!) Omg i'm so sorry for being late today morning, k i owe you bubble tea! (''.) Well, had fun window shopping with BFF anyway, i think we went in almost every shop in Kovan & SengKang mall. Teehee.

Watched New Moon with Banana and Blur Nut after that! <3 Movie ended at like 1115pm, heh. Feeling really tired today, i hate being sick. ): Sigh.

It'll all get better in time.

2009-12-20T08:00:00.000-08:00

Strangers to Friends, to Goodfriends, to Lovers, & right back to Strangers.

But I don't give a damn(?)

Bad romance.

2009-12-19T21:13:00.000-08:00

Camwhored while waiting for COLDCALL(inside joke). :D Went to the Esplanade.
And the lightings weren't up ):
We were to late to get the while balls too ):
Next time!

Haha, it was fun fooling around with J&W though! More meet-ups soon! <3

It's all moving too fast.

2009-12-18T21:54:00.000-08:00

Sometimes i listen songs that i totally cannot relate to, so that i can just take my mind off everything.
But this is just so difficult.

I hate this part right here.

What if maybe, maybe i tell you that,
What if.
What will you do?

He screwed it up, but i'm not gonna let it screw me up.

2009-12-17T08:25:00.000-08:00

Omg this is Jacq Lim & i haven't met her in years! Did some window shopping, & oh man i know you love that pair of boots Jacq! Teehee.

I can't wait for our next meet-up! <3

TODAY IS A GOOD DAY (Y)

2009-12-16T08:00:00.000-08:00

Sentosa with Janelle, but sadly it rained!
Still had fun though, at least we had some time in the sun! (Y)

√ ILOVEMYWATERPROOFCAMERA<3!

Because of the damn rain, which we don't understand why because it has been so effing warm the last few days, watched A Perfect Getaway @ Cine!
Guess who we saw after that? Joanna and Desiree!

So we continued walking around, no money left for me to shop though ): Desiree had to leave early. Left with the Js and me!
Sat on the steps outside Taka, which surprisingly turned out to be a pleasant place to hang around. Played truth or dare with Joanna's iTouch, it was fun! (Y)
Camwhored then, done for today!

Because this is what it will be.

2009-12-15T08:02:00.000-08:00

COUPLES RETREAT IS NICE.
Can't wait for outing with Shuyu tomorrow! <3
_

Tomorrow will be a good day.
Love yourself, breathe.

Clear the grey skies in my mind.

2009-12-14T07:24:00.000-08:00

Shopped at FarEast with JOANNA<3 today! And crap i'm brokeeeeeeeeeeeee ):
We kinda lost our way in Wheelock Place, for the reason that it was linked to Ion and we don't know how.
So there, we ended up in Borders. Cute mini christmas tree!

See our different outfits? Aha, it's all today! Just trying on clothes, it's fun! (Y)

You cast a voodoo spell on me but i ain't gonna let you take over.

2009-12-13T04:26:00.001-08:00

MY FAVOURITE BOY!

Ain't he cutezzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. (Y) And he folded a paper heart for me, how sweet huh? I miss campfire!

Facebook is irritating- i can't upload my photos!

Aye, & it's time to start planning my schedule. Dates and studies and tuition and setting aside time to practice piano too. ):
If only people in Singapore were to be easily contented like how people in Vietnam are, life would be tons and tons easier.
_

Live life the sunny side up, it's all in your mind. Mistakes are nothing, they're just lessons learnt as long as you mature from it. Never give up on the things you love, so love yourself and never give up on you.

Sunny side up.

2009-12-12T10:09:00.000-08:00

I hate that fucking feeling.
BUT.
Look forward Dionne!

Met Htoo, Jocelyn & Lian Rui today! Was supposed to catch Couples Retreat but because of Lian Rui being lateeeeee, watched Planet 51. ): It was cute though.
& I have a whole list of movies that i can't wait to watch!

Met Shuyu after that! Walked around Cityhall, talked and whatever<3(It's all loved). I love shops selling stickers, papers, notebooks and those sorta pretty stuff, like Artbox at Tampines! Found a new shop at the basement of Raffles City. Like OMG I WANT EVERYTHING THERE. Teehee. I think we spent quite a lotta time in there, didn't get anything thogh. ): Sadly!

Aha, i miss our silly times together. Millions, can't even count them! <3

Now's that SRGCE's over, i guess the holidays has finally begun.
BUT IT'S TIME TO STUDY.

K i just waited for a 198 photo album to be uploaded but it said 'Upload Failed' and it's 225am. Argh.

I'm back.

2009-12-11T10:07:00.000-08:00

I HAD A GREAT TIME IN HO CHI MINH. WILL POST ABOUT IT SOON <3333333

Times like this.

2009-12-06T05:56:00.000-08:00

If I could write a letter to me
And send it back in time to myself at 17
First I'd prove it's me by saying look under your bed
There's a Skoal can and a Playboy no one else would know you hid
And then I'd say I know it's tough
When you break up after seven months
And yeah I know you really liked her and it just don't seem fair
All I can say is pain like that is fast and it's rare

And oh you got so much going for you going right
But I know at 17 it's hard to see past Friday night
She wasn't right for you
And still you feel like there's a knife sticking out of your back
And you're wondering if you'll survive
You'll make it through this and you'll see
You're still around to write this letter to me

Sometimes it's really scary how I can relate my life to songs so specifically.
I feel the adrenaline rush, in the opposite direction.

It's time to love.

2009-12-06T02:48:00.000-08:00

I'm sweet.
He's chocolate(shit in the toilet bowl).

One step at a time, there's no need to rush.

Looking back/forward.

2009-12-05T06:32:00.001-08:00

The fire in my eyes.
The urge deep within.
The flame burning strong; my desperation to get rid of any feelings left for you.
As a friend, a hated, a used-to-be, a liar, a trustable ass, any sorta shit.

Never regretted.
Because everything gives a lesson learnt.
Given a choice though?
Never would have started.

Great people around.

2009-12-03T08:19:00.000-08:00

As my title states.
THESE ARE GREAT PEOPLE AROUND!
Loved ttm.

Without fail.

2009-12-02T08:07:00.000-08:00

HI GUYS I LOVE YOU ALL.
(Even though it's only 9 people of 1S22)

Everything happens for a reason.

2009-12-01T06:52:00.000-08:00

Be my wall of stone, whatever comes crashing down i know i'll have you. (:

Watched CASE 39! It was kinda scary, most were irrelavant shocks though. (''.) It reminds me of The Orphan.

TODAY'S LOVED. <3

I won't stand down.

2009-11-29T06:41:00.000-08:00

Shitz, i am going gaga over the vast blue sky.

Piano lesson, swimming, shopping. I got a pair of running shoes! It's hot blue. <3
Today was just fun-filled. Packed day!

Piano teacher talked to me much. I'm awfully touched that she understood my reasons for not practicing, i just couldn't stay home alone the past week or so.
'There're definitely more than one relationship in anyone's life, so don't fret cause what you've went through is what everyone else have been through.'

Takes time, learn, i'm up again.
Time heals all sorts of crap.

Well, i just remembered that i haven't been to Swensens in a long time, and i've been having strong cravings for ice cream these days. (''.)

AND I AM SO HAPPY BECAUSE ________________(I won't tell you!)
Teehee.

So what if it hurts me.
So what if i break down.
I gotta find my place.
I wanna hear my sound.

I will be happy.
With/without you.

A sweet escape.

2009-11-27T07:31:00.000-08:00

Expect the unexpected.

I swear i am in love with this picture. Gives an unexpected feel. <3!
Awkwardly blue but eye-pleasing.

Walked a lot today, enjoyed!
I love this feeling- carefree, light, happy.
I knew i made the right choice.

This is another pretty picture!

Either way baby, i'm gone.

2009-11-26T07:48:00.000-08:00

I've been complaining about pretty skies lately, but just not the weather.
The heat is killing me.

I think i'm falling in love with the blue blue sky and pillowy clouds.

I can't stand the long hours of break between lectures. And yay i can finally sleep in tomorrow because it's a public holiday!

Realise that it's a month to christmas. Well yeah i'm looking forward to it with a tinge of disappointment(sigh), but it's okay everything else is gonna be great!
Realise that there are actually many others who feel the same way as i do. BUT(!) Whether it's better or worse, WE'LL GET THROUGH IT TOGETHER. =)

Guys are jerks, i think i was never wrong about that.
(At least for now.)

I'm looking forward to shopping and hanging out with my lovelies!
AND I THINK I'D LIKE THIS ON MY POST TODAY.

DIONNE&VANESSA&JOANNA ARE HAPPILY SINGLE<3!
Lovezzzz to the littlest bits.

The past is round the bend.

2009-11-25T06:37:00.001-08:00

The sky was pretty today, i love how the clouds arranged themselves ramdomly.

Sometimes i just don't believe this.
It feels like everything is happening so quickly and i can't catch up.
Breathe.

Joanna's house has offcially became my second home! I think i fall asleep on her bed like everytime i lie on it.
-> I've been getting more and more tired recently. ):
It's tiring to be tired.

I want a new favourite colour.
Green is nice but i need a new life.

2009-11-24T06:36:00.000-08:00

This is to further prove that HungAnn is really dumb!

Edenecho says:
ok
in that case
I DEMAND 1 MILLION POUNDS AS COMPENSATION

With our fists held high yeah. says:
SORRY DONT HAVE HAHA

Edenecho says:
WHY NOT
YOU SO PRO CONFIRM HAVE

With our fists held high yeah. says:
HAHAHAHAHA THANKS LA.
1 million air particles maybe.

Edenecho says:
that one you give me 10 billion also no kick right

With our fists held high yeah. says:
HAHAHAHAHA.
it's the thought that counts!

Edenecho says:
like that your birthday present i give you 1 billion fart particles
it's the thought that counts!

Laugh.

2009-11-24T06:07:00.000-08:00

Hi people. HungAnn is just dumb.

Edenecho says:
this year de also can
then when you have sore throat
HAVE NO FEAR
FOR YOU HAVE PI PA GAO!

With our fists held high yeah. says:
HAHAHAHA YOU TICKLE ME PINK.

Edenecho says:
I PREFER PURPLE!

With our fists held high yeah. says:
ALRIGHT YOU TICKLE ME PURPLE.

Sacrifices.

2009-11-23T03:55:00.000-08:00

You know that I love you so,
I love you enough to let you go.

I'm almost there.

2009-11-22T07:59:00.001-08:00

I love you Joanna, i just can't thank you enough for being there whenever & everything that i've been through.

It's been long since i posted about my day and uh huh. I'm in the mood for posting right nowz. :D

Met Joanna lovely(duh). Got to her house and fell asleep somehow.
Left for Cityhall in the late afternoon. Now look. Joanna didn't know that Suntec and Marina was at Cityhall. HAHA. (This is where you laugh).

Chilled at Starbucks, no movies in our timeslot & none appealed to us apparently. Other than paranormal activity which we were secretly too scared to watch. =P Well then we started walking around and going into shops to try on clothes. SADLY MY PHONE WENT OUTTA BATT AND HER CAM WAS TOO LOUSY. Probably some China brand(no offence to anyone!) but boo, it's alright another day!

Ah the best part. We went to the arcade and got hooked to the basketball game or whatever. Teehee. The screaming part was great, it helped us get everything off our mind. Especially when the thoughts were so overwhelming.

Now something to dread, school tomorrow. ):
But whatever it is i finally had a day of me, to enjoy and love and laugh and have fun again.

It's gonna be good, i'll just tell myself that.
I really do love ma friendz! <3

Deep inside.

2009-11-20T06:42:00.000-08:00

It's hard to wait around for something you know might never happen, but it's even harder to give up when you know it's everything you want.

I'm up.

2009-11-18T06:12:00.000-08:00

THANKS FRIENDS WHO HAVE ALWAYS BEEN THERE FOR ME <3
I really do appreciate it. (:

I'll never love at the expense of friendship again.

Reach.

2009-11-17T05:46:00.000-08:00

I closed my eyes, the memories played.
I thought about everyone of them.
I let every scene play deep.
I feel them.
Those were the times.
That was how i felt.

But where is it now? Hard truth.

I've learnt to so much.

Stay strong Dionne, because life goes on.